Painful.

I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better .

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Sometimes , I had wondered . Why did i even love you .

But then i decided that loving a person is alright .

I didn't know that its so painful .

You love her . I love you .

I had no choice , but to love you quietly .

I wanna you to be cared and loved by me .

Its too painful . I don wanna just fall down like this .

I wanna be strong . I wanna cry .

But no tears filled my eyes .

I have to bare them in my eyes.

I got to pretend to be that strong .

I wonder if i should give up .

Even if i gave up , I'll still be crying .

I would just hope that you'll have a happy life .

I cant have you by my side .

She's my friend . I cant betray her .

I know she love you too .

Thanks for the care and lots of things .

Be happy always alright .